Elliot
Here's the thing, what you're about to see isn't all that I care about. I'm actually smart and care about real things, but I have a boyfriend now and that means I have to care about that too. Elliot was a pleasant surprise but no one tells you what happens after the story of how they fall in love, I NEEDED MORE!
"Put me in charge of this pleeease!" My friend Maisie begs as we're walking down the hall and I tell her
"You want to be in charge of me losing my virginity to Elliot?" I look at her "Yes! Lucky, please I can do this" it's weird she's asking me this, right?
"Maisie" I stop walking "what?" She turns to me "how can you possibly be in charge of that!"
"You don't know what to do, you're a virgin" she whispers looking around to make sure no one hears "I, on the other hand, am not." She stands next to me and looks up "just picture it" her arm makes it's way around my shoulders, "me in your ear guiding you step by step,
easing the nerves, and setting the mood."
"I'm gonna unpicture that because that's basically you listening to Elliot and I have sex." She moves her arm "I don't need guidance, I need..." I look around and whisper "a condom."
"He's not bringing condoms?"
"I don't know!" I continue to walk and she follows "it's been four months and neither of us established who would be doing what, so I'm a little confused."
"You guys didn't talk about it?" Maisie asks confused
"Nope! Elliot's cool so I wanted to be cool, but being too cool always lead to us heavily making out and never really talking about the big stuff..."
"Like who'd be doing what when you guys are having sex?" "Exactly."
"Then how do you even know you're ready?" That's a good question, Maisie
"He's the one trust me" it's easy to just say when you know you know, but to mean it is a different thing. "And there's no pressure" that's a lie I feel nothing but pressure, they're all coming from me though Elliot's making sure he's not putting any on. "I want this I just didn't expect it to be like this"
"I know you say no pressure Lucky, but I'm sensing pressure and this is why you need me" the bell rings, "when is this happening?"
I stare at the digital clock on the wall in the hall as it empties, before I can even answer Maisie my phone rings. "Right now" I show her my phone screen as Elliot calls.
"Right now?!" Her eyes grow "Lucky are you serious?"
"I'm not not serious." Bringing the phone to my ear I answer Elliot's call "hey"
"Good morning, Luck" ugh he sounds like such a man, the deepness of his voice saying my name is unexplainable, you should just get it.
"Since you vaguely mentioned that we should skip after first period today, I thought you might want to know that I am currently walking to my car."
"Yes good I'll meet you there" "I'll be waiting."
After hanging up I look at Maisie "RIGHT FUCKING NOW?!"
"You're late to class," I say shoving my phone in my bag "I'm not ready- you're not ready!" She p