"In the beginning, but after a while, you start to enjoy the pain" after hearing himself Shia chuckles, "that sounded so fucking sadistic."
"But I get what you mean." Ryder continues to gawk at the shirtless boy standing in front of him, "your art it's amazing," his eyes finally meet Shia again
"You think so?" Shia is very hesitant about sharing his art, but Ryder wasn't just anyone and he's prepared for the boy to know that. "I'm not really good at sharing this side of myself with people but I'm really glad I am, and I'm glad it's you."
"Are you sure you wouldn't want it to be anyone else?" Ryder couldn't help feeling insecure especially about what was happening. Shia Yorkton could probably get any guy, Ryder's never thought he was lucky, so why the hell would Shia even want him?
"It couldn't have been anyone else,"
"Why not?" Ryder questions curious by Shia's reply
Shia doesn't answer instead he moves closer until he's pressing against Ryder, with his hands trailing around Ryder's waist, Shia leans in his ear planting a gentle kiss then saying "because no one compares to you, Ryder Andrews."
Left speechless by such a response Ryder just takes Shia's lips on his and they share another mind- bending kiss, one that pulls them from the door trailing their way all the way to Ryder's bed.
Every miscalculated step leads the boys to something they didn't expect to be happening, Ryder didn't think Shia would be between his legs right now showering his neck with kisses. Shia wanted Ryder he knew that much, but thinking Ryder would ever want him back felt like a long shot. He's never bothered trying for anything, but Ryder wasn't anything, and Shia knew no matter what it took, this would all be worth it.
But was it too much too soon? Shia also knows what it's like getting too much of something you want, he doesn't want to take anything from Ryder, not yet at least. If they continued like this, with Ryder's soft moans against his lips making his pants tighter and tighter, Shia couldn't see clearly he was so close to losing himself in Ryder. It was definitely too soon. Abruptly pulling away Shia moves from between the boy's legs leaving Ryder confused, "are you ok?" He asks sitting up too. Shia nods moving to the other side of the bed to face away from Ryder, "you're just so cute" he turns back to Ryder smiling, "I didn't think I could stop myself."
"Why do you want to stop?"
"I don't want to stop" Shia answers honestly, "I just want you too much... but I also want more than just this from you." He turns back facing away from Ryder again hoping that'll calm all the blood in his body from rushing to the wrong place.
"You can have whatever you want Shia," Ryder shyly says quietly, he can't see how big of a grin saying that puts on Shia's face.
Clearing his throat to not seem too affected by Ryder's words, Shia stands leaving Ryder on the bed as he walks towards his shirt picking it up from the floor. After putting it b